Saturday, June 09, 2007

Humble Me


I looked around today like a child while I was driving and saw so many beautiful things, I almost started to cry. A Mexican princess party, murals of Christian figures, an elderly couple sitting on their porch enjoying a glass of wine and fine conversation, a pregnant women and her partner walking hand n hand, teens skateboarding while an aspiring producer took video, a woman and woman walking in an art gallery together not ashamed to hold hands, kids swinging up and down with joyous faces, a man sitting on a park bench patiently waiting for transportation while he’s immersed into a good novel, and families all over the place.

I don’t know if it was the time of day, or just the state I am in, but it humbled me. It made me feel so blessed for the life I have lived, the family God blessed me with and the friends that surround me and continually make me laugh, dance, and sparkle. It made me remember how beautiful life is if we just see it that way. I was happy to be a spectator, instead of a joiner.

It was like when you let go of a balloon in the vast sky for the first time. It was like when you see a rainbow and wonder where it ends. It was almost like when I believed that mermaids would save me if I were to drown in a pool. It was rich with inspiration and a feeling that I embrace. I often take the time to look around me when I am running, walking, or just driving – maybe it’s the photographer in me – or maybe it’s because life goes by soo quickly, if I can spend a few seconds to suck it up, I will.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ah Betsey Blue: You are truly your mothers daughter. While I can see you have advanced what she has shared with you over a lifetime I know that you are giving me a glimpse of what she was like in days gone by. I have noticed this sense of evolution in my sons as well and am greatly comforted in knowing that they are taking what I shared with them forward.Beleive in the day when as a grandmother you can see in those blessings known as grandchildren how this all works. When you come to this moment think a kind thought of me and my love will be yours from wherever I reside. Your Old Fart

6:09 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Betsy, You are truly one of the most amazing people I have ever met in my life. Your personality and genuine caring heart shines on to everyone you meet and the effect is unmistakingly the work of god. You are just one of those people that has the ability to shape and change the world around you. I have no doubt that San Diego is not the same place as it was B.B (Before Betsy). I miss the having the ability to just call you up and get together, and though I can still call you up, not being able to see you has taken its toll. I love the person you are, your spirit and soul. And if it were up to me I wouldn't change a thing. You're in a word, simply, AWESOME. I love ya girl and hope are doing as well as you sound in your blogs and other writings.

Chris

10:52 AM  

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